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maybe it's just the copier fumes...
Sep. 9th, 2009 12:00 pm... having a bit of a "I fail at life" day today. On these days when I am beset by the lonelies, and think even the internets hate me...
(I never used to think I was a drama queen. I may have to readjust my thinking?)
more than likely it's residual emotions swirling around as my oldest (living) friend just emailed me that there's nothing more they can do for her dad's liver disease except for hospice care. She's been distant. I'm shy. Not the greatest combination there.
Anyway... insecurities are running me around in circles today.
Although ... I am nine dollars richer than I was this morning having sold a book on amazon. Posted a bunch of stuff up the other week as an attempt to bring in a bit more cash... at this point my extra income streams are more like creeks ... or more properly for these parts ... cricks. But every dollar counts? Right? That's what my public TV station always tells me :0)
if you see any glimpses of silver linings... send 'em my direction...
(I never used to think I was a drama queen. I may have to readjust my thinking?)
more than likely it's residual emotions swirling around as my oldest (living) friend just emailed me that there's nothing more they can do for her dad's liver disease except for hospice care. She's been distant. I'm shy. Not the greatest combination there.
Anyway... insecurities are running me around in circles today.
Although ... I am nine dollars richer than I was this morning having sold a book on amazon. Posted a bunch of stuff up the other week as an attempt to bring in a bit more cash... at this point my extra income streams are more like creeks ... or more properly for these parts ... cricks. But every dollar counts? Right? That's what my public TV station always tells me :0)
if you see any glimpses of silver linings... send 'em my direction...
