please, have a nice slice of cheese with this...

OK, it seems sort of stupid to post about why I've not been posting that much ... but well that's the kind of stupid I am right now. Like those people who telephone you to tell you they can't talk right now...!!!

I've lost my writing mojo ... have been seriously all 'woe is me' for no fucking reason -- other than hormones, Mercury being in retrograde, and me being, well, me.

Been super busy and super stressed, and that always chips away at my defenses and makes me get all crazy in the head thinking no one loves me.

Le sigh.  But.

I would like some real life friends who are not SO wrapped up in their own stupid lives that they never have any time to spend with me. That would be nice.

Am trying very hard not be all whiney about my current mental state. I do not want to be that kind of person who's name popping up on your screen produces eye rolling and running in the other direction due to sheer numbing wankyness.

I'm just saying ... friends are not a whole lot of use when they won't ever talk to you.

So. that's vented. Now I am going back to bleaching the grout around my bathtub. It's a happenin' night here in the little house...