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As I just said elsewhere, these internets are wonderful things.

I just got a cookie from [livejournal.com profile] 51stcenturyfox !! Internet cookies :D full of yummy hugs!! ILU Foxy!

The always adorable [livejournal.com profile] kel_reiley rec'd me over on TWH over the weekend. I about fell off my chair when I saw it. :D Made for bouncy times around the blue castle that's for sure!!!

Having had a day off yesterday from rehearsals helped a lot. I went out and bought food and wall paint {berry mousse is it's name} and did some laundry and killed a mouse ... and wrote a couple thousand more words on my reel_tw fic that needs to get done sooner rather than later...

...but now I am off for a burger lunch with mah pal.

it's kind of a good day here. yay.
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I read this in the paper here at work this morning:

British police are investigating the theft of hundreds of private e-mails -- some from a [my Uni] professor -- that were leaked last week by hackers, causing a commotion over whether scientists have exaggerated the effects of man-made climate change.


And suddenly I had this vision of Tosh and Ianto hacking people's emails to lay down a false trail in order to cover up some giant alien snafu that resulted in the amping up the global temperature or sommat. LOL.

In other news... had a really excellent (if not relaxing) four days off.

The new/old carpet was installed in the soon to be guest room.

Rehearsals were held, and I am still the person least likely to ever play Bob Cratchit, but it's hilarious. I think I play seven different characters over the course of the show. All that back and forth, and literal changing of hats is just a mad dash, but so fun.

Had dinner with the invisible BFF and another mutual friend Saturday night. Invisible BFF (altho not best pleased when I told him that's how you all know him) is being uncharacteristically social of late. He initiated dinner. The day after he set himself up a facebook page (despite being mostly verboten by his school of employ) ... and hysterically enough, got himself a Farmville farm. He says he's tired of doing things other people want him to do, and he's now doing things HE wants to do.

Mostly I suspect this is code for "my ex-girlfriend has been taking up too much of my time, despite being an ex." She's good at that.

Also, I have heard this speech before. But I am trying to remain cautiously optimistic.

STARVING as a result of having NO FOOD in the house as a result of having NO MONEY in the bank. Today is payday however. Thankfully, my work day doesn't really have anything to do with the actual running of the office and seeing students, so I can slip out here in a little while and pick up lunch (and something for later before rehearsal). Everyone but about five of us seems to be out killing deers. Or trying to.

Prospects for the rest of the week.. wet and rainy with too much to do, and not enough time to do it in. Huzzah.
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Writing an LJ post is no-where on my list of things to do... but it's not like I ever actually pay much attention to those lists anyway.

Busy weekend, and as usual I'm not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow morning... although since the students are all gone for Fall break, and it's only a three day work week I guess I can't work the sympathy angle too hard!

Yesterday was mostly taken up by five hours of standing outside "attending sale."

In the never-ending, always uncomfortable "so what do you want "Santa" to bring you for Christmas" discussions with my parents I suggested that perhaps we could go to the second-hand resale place (run by the prison outreach program) and pick up a new old couch as mine had seen better days even before the cat decided this big thing made a great scratching post. I bought the sofa at least six (maybe eight) years ago from a friend who was getting a divorce and selling off the marital assets CHEAP. It had seen it's day ... but I didn't want anything brand new, or terribly expensive because a) my parents do enough for me w/o spending a lot of money on presents and b) the cat's probably just going to scratch it anyway, so...

So, to make a short story long (my specialty I think) when my mother read that there was going to be an estate auction at a house around the corner from them which included two sofas ... a plan was born in her twisty brain.

As a consquence I was out of bed way too early for a Saturday and we stood outside for four hours waiting for them to sell the furniture.

Sales are interesting things. There are people who attend auctions like this for entertainment. I see why, I suppose, but not exactly my type of fun. Although there were wonderful bargains to be had. I felt sorry for the son who was having this sale to auction off not only the contents of his parent's house, but the house itself. Given that things were going for so little, it has got to be disheartening to see everything your parents worked for all their lives reduced to a bunch of one dollar odd lot boxes.

But, all this ended up working distinctly in my favor when they finally got to the furniture and we were able to pick up a sleeper sofa for $12.50 (yes... twelve dollars and fifty cents) and a double bed frame, box spring, mattress, and the bedding that was on it, for $5.00.

I was sort of idly looking for a single bed to put in the guest room I'm redoing... but hadn't found one yet, so although I now have to rethink my floor plan, I have a double bed for the guest room.

For a total investment of $17.50 (which the parents paid for as early Christmas presents) my house now sleeps six! Once I get the room painted and the parentally donated carpet laid, the welcome mat is open here in Central Pennsylvania! :0)

Of course, all of this involved a lot of heavy lifting (sofa beds are bitching heavy) that my soon to be 73 year old father shouldn't be doing, but we got the old sofa out this morning and the new one installed in the living room. There's a bit of a 'musty old people's empty house' pong about the couch, but it'll air out pretty quick.

Between the cold, and the lifting, followed by a rehearsal later Saturday afternoon which included a lot of falling down (on purpose) I came home exhausted and ate most of a pizza and had a couple four rum and cokes. So I slept well last night! LOL.

Haven't gotten anything further written on my Reel_TW fic which I want to finish this week. I can stay up late a lot this week, tho, so that's something.

Off to do some dishes or something vaugely productive like that!!
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I just saw this mentioned in an article.

All my TW flisters can roll their eyes...

1. Baked Bean Museum of Excellence (bakedbeanmuseumofexcellence.org.uk), Port Talbot, South Wales. In 2003 a wacky Brit (whose real name is Barry Kirk, but he had it legally changed to Captain Beany) converted his two-bedroom flat into a museum where he displays more than 200 baked-bean artifacts.
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In case you were wondering ... I'm still here.

Have had to sacrifice the online writing for the offline writing... although...

Attempted to work on my novel for NaNo month. Got about 8,500 words in and crashed and burned. I know they say just write and you will figure out where the story is going... but it wasn't working for me. C'est la vie. La novel is in a coma right now, but will come back to it at some point.

To pull myself out of that hole, I started working on my Reel_TW story which is going better, although draft #1 is basically just a reworking of the actual script. But once I get the bones laid down, I can start embellishing. It's actually sort of scary how many parallels between TW and the original movie I am finding, given that they have NOTHING in common. Also, was happy to figure out a way to work Jack into my TW London story in a way that actually is more canon that need be in this AU story!

And I got my Yuletide assignment over the weekend which I am pretty happy about. I get to write in a fandom I've never written before, but have read read read so much that I don't think I will have too much trouble coming up with something fun for my recipient!! There is much to play with in that world that I first got turned onto in college ... so I forsee some fun there. Also I will have to go back and re-read a bit to refresh myself and that's never a bad thing.

In non writing news... had our first "rehearsal" for the Christmas play last week. The next rehearsals will be dependent on Director Cee's recovery from her knee surgery last week. Given that the gist of the whole thing is an "everything that could possibly go wrong, does" production of A Christmas Carol... anything goes. To that end we're working on a lot of improv-ing, so we add that into the mix. The Victorian themed Christmas celebration here in my little town is a BIG DEAL, so it will be fun to play into that.

(I should do a post showing you the absolutely INSANE gingerbread houses we used to do for the townwide competition)...
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so. have wasted all morning trying to find a Tumblr theme that doesn't suck. Apparently there is no middle ground between "austere to the point of lifeless" and "ZOMG BUSY"

not that I need another blog, right, but it's fun to play.

had a very serious debate with myself wondering if it was even worth coming in to work today as I am seriously disinterested in anything right now. v. depressed for no good reason. (yeah okay it's probably hormonal, but whatever). But it was either lie to my boss and lay around on the couch feeling guilty all day ... or come in to work and while away the time doing pointless stuff in between actual work work.

whatever.

it's the theme for the day.

haven't even turned Twitter on today. just not in the mood.

am even rebelling against capital letters today. go rebellion!

also still have that half a headache that pretty much accompanies me wherever I go always...

wow. I'm just a cheerful s.o.b. today ain't I?

going out at lunch and getting food, and then maybe the world will seem a bit brighter. I know alot of my flisties are feeling blue too. **HUGS** for the sad and lonely ones.

on a somewhat related topic...

today is Sesame Street's 40th Birthday. I can't helping remembering that back in my day, Snuffleupagus was still imaginary. (Imaginery?) Big Bird had this imaginary friend and everyone made fun of him for it. Eventually they caught on and Snuffie became real.

I kinda liked him better imaginary, tho.

grooving on Snuffie today. that's me, over there, that invisible wooly mammoth...

so here's hoping we "chasing those clouds away" soon...
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Was woken from a sound sleep at 3 o'clock in the morning by the squeaking of a very freaked out field mouse being chased around the bathtub by my cat. I gather some cats eat mice. Mine likes to make them his best friend. The mice are not so into him. So after bunging mr./ms. mousie into a plastic bucket and arranging for some middle of the night rodent witness protection/relocation... (involving wandering around my driveway in nightgown and sock feet) I went back to bed.

But the night's sleep was pretty much wrecked. Added to which the cat decided that losing a playmate was  good excuse to hog the covers!

So am at work fagged out and with a headache... and have about 20 minutes until I have to head off to the mothership and learn how to 'free myself from electronic clutter.'

Have been spending this first week of NaNo writing AROUND my "novel." I want to give up and say it's not ready to be written YET... but that seems defeatist somehow. So not feeling very enthusiastic about it all, but c'est la my vie.

Should be eating my lunch before I trek across campus, but find I am not hungry.

On the plus side, it looks like I've lost in the neighborhood of five pounds in the last two weeks. So I must be doing something right!
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It's day four and I'm hitting the NaNo wall already. I knew I probably wouldn't get my 1600 words in yesterday as I had two meetings after work, but I did manage to bang out 600 plus words, despite being oddly queasy (and writing half of those while the second meeting dragged on).

But the wall for me is that I still don't have a story so I don't really know what to write about ... or rather where to focus my writing.

But I'll go home tonight, and after I make my ersatz pumpkin soup (made with roasted squash as store didn't have actual cooking punkins) and the goat cheese toast that goes with it... and I'll sit in front of little Lola laptop and try and let go of the little imps in my head telling me I'm useless and try and put a bunch of words on the page.

I've been trying out the "story" such as it is from a variety of POV's to see which ones resonate. Really the only one doing it for me so far is the voice of the twelve year old boy himself, but I haven't yet been able to make him tell his story... so far he's 'written' it in his journal. Which, ok, fine, if that's what works, I can do that ... but today's experiment is the grown up boy looking back and telling his story. I have a feeling he'll end up telling it in a journal entry :D

Anyway... nothing has gone right at work today ... there is grumpy-ness all around me ... and I am riddled with self-doubt. Yep. It's Wednesday!
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Got to work and ended up in a blue funk ... so I went out at lunchtime for a little retail therapy at Barnes and Noble.

I needed a new blank book, which I got, and then ended up with the following in my bag:

The sweetest, most wonderful vintagey 2010 Day Book which I love already. Bonus points for the blue satin ribbon bookmark!!

Michael Tolliver Lives by Armistead Maupin. I actually thought I was picking up Tales of the City, but I read the first three chapters while I ate my lunch, and I'm hooked already. A really vivid first-person narrative, and delightful (and a bit cracky) so far. Am jealous already of how free and easy he makes writing fiction look.

Also off the bargain rack I picked up a nice, hard-bound, feels-good-in-your-hand copy of Walden. It seemed like appropriate Fall into Winter reading somehow.

and then seeking a bit of inspiration for my bad mood, I bought myself a magnet (printed with certified wind power, it says) with the following quote:

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!
-Christian D. Larson.

Truly, words I need to hear all the damn time.

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Not sure why livejournal decided that I needed to have some redecorating done and redesigned my journal for me ... I didn't mind "nautical" so much, but I wanted my pin stripes back. That was easy to fix. All of my customized headings, however, need to be tweaked again now.

Thanks, LJ I don't need you weighing in on my aesthetic choices.

Off to play around with some ink and my new brayer.

Then I'll be back on the couch in time for Project Runway.

Let the crazy continue...
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So it tickles me that I just got an email saying

“Ladies – We Eat Out Tomorrow!”

Something about the wording or the syntax or something just makes it sound like a royal decree.

Actually, it should be fun. Quarterly I go out for lunch with my old bosses from Interlibrary Loan. It’s an odd combination of girlfriends catching up and workplace networking. It’s always a great ego boost as they think I’m great in all the ways I wish I could think I’m great.

If I take my Vermont scrapbook along they’ll die of squee.

Have a meeting tonight with Director Cee about the Halloween Parade, the skin-horse costume for The Velveteen Rabbit, and I’m hoping to get some more details of whether they need me to work the NJ show in November.

HOPING to get home in time to watch Criminal Minds.

Also, I want to play around with today’s Technique-a-Palooza inking tip. Played around last night with the gesso I’d textured the day before that, adding color with oil pastels. Would have gone better with newer pastels. Mine seem to be a bit dried up, but they worked OK. Want to try adding color with inks rather than the pastels… but that means making more test pages. YAY for more gesso under my fingernails!

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Trying really hard not to have a big old wallow in whatever crappy mood beset me yesterday. Certainly my day was better than my parent's old neighbors -- which are technically still their neighbors (or were) as they moved recently to a new house a block away from their old house. Unfortunately, the new house burnt up (or down) yesterday. Those were the sirens I was twittering about. They were at their camp, so they have  few clothes left, and the Red Cross, bless them, was right there offering support and hot  coffee.

The diet's kinda stalled. The new scale has me six pounds heavier than the old one, which was the amount I've lost, so I've got to sort of reboot and start over with my calculations. Also the speed of those five pounds coming off was some kind of beginners luck cause now I'm into the log haul struggle for a week to lose one pound.

Got an email this morning from Director Cee to see if I wanted to work the New Jersey show in November. Now to see if I can get a couple days off work. Also she's looking for some help with the skin horse costume. I think it's time to re-read The Velveteen Rabbit!!

Don't know if Twitter is down, or if no one is talking... certainly I haven't see but two tweets in the last half hour. It's not all that strange how addicting it is, but it is my first expererience with any kind of instant messaging (the first time I've had anyone to TALK to and OH how I miss it when it's not there). So it's been fun, although I still occasionally feel a bit stalkery as I "listen"/read/watch people's personal conversations!

Suppose I should go jump in the shower and get started on my day. I have a week's worth of food to cook, and million things I should do. Just hard to get any enthusiasm for housework on dreary day like this.

ok whut?!

Oct. 17th, 2009 12:08 am
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Stupid new digital scale thinks I weigh ten pounds more than my old scale. Sigh. Way to gain ten pounds in one day.

Then I ate a veggie burger, walked to ten minutes, watched three or four Criminal Minds back to back, made a scrapbook page about the surprise snow, played fetch with the cat, and messed around with a bottle of Elmer's glue for today's paint and ink resist technique.

Save alcohol ... and a lot of sugary and salty food, pretty much a normal Friday night.

HELLO WEEKEND.
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1. Could have used HUSKIES to get to work today. We experienced earliest recorded snowfall yesterday, and some places got between 5 and 6 inches of dense wet snow overnight. Since most of our tress still have their leaves on them... this means downed branches and 10,000 people without power.

You know weather is serious when campus bans tailgating at the football game tomorrow!!

2. Campus is also under what is euphemistically entitled a "Midnight Clear." All that really means is all the surface parking lots have to be free of vehicles over night so they can plow. I still LOL when we get the mass emails A MIDNIGHT CLEAR HAS BEEN DECLARED.  I always think there should be the sound of air-raid sirens in the air.

3. In spite of all this crazyness, campus Homecoming Parade still seems to be taking place. I will try and leave work early before all that madness begins. I saw one float lumbering across campus as I was leaving the mothership this morning. During normal weather conditions, there is usually a surfeit of tiny little pieces of tissue paper flying all across campus.

4. Had a meeting at the Library this morning. I always have an odd reaction to this meeting, as I end up seeming WAY more important than I am. This was only emphasized this morning as it was our first meeting of this academic year, and so we had to go around and introduce ourselves, mostly to the people who were teleconferencing in over the phone from the statewide branch campus libraries. Everyone's introducing themselves as HEAD LIBRARIANS  or departmental SUPERVISORS. I am about as far from one of those things as it is possible to be! I am very much a worker bee with no supervisory, or decision making abilities. But I know how to speak library-ese, and my boss wants as little to do with this end of things as possible... so there I sit. Hooray for me.

5. There may be tears later. I just bought myself a new scale with a digital readout. If it tells me I weigh more than the crappy 30+ year old scale I am replacing I will not be happy. After last week's five pound weight loss, this week's single pound is frustrating me. I don't really want to compound this frustration by going backwards... but we'll see when I get home and compare the two scales.

Wishing everyone a warm sunny weekend with CAKE!!
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So I'm not loving this black cherry flavored Propel water I grabbed with my salad at lunch. Also I'm not sure what Vitamin E and Choline are supposed to be doing to my brain.

My crazy friend in the next building picked today for us to walk over the the creamery and get lunch. It's EFFING SNOWING OUT PEOPLE!! What happened to my OCTOBER?

My mother, who has Olympic medals in WORRYING is probably freaking out over this precipitation. Mostly it's just annoying, but I also wouldn't want to be one of those students camped out outside the stadium for good seats (um. there's like 106,000+ seats, so I don't know why they're worried) to Saturday's Homecoming Game.

I love snow. I do. As long as I don't have to drive in it. And then I worry more about the weirdos in the other cars who don't know how to drive in snow.

Been chasing the same pound up and down and all around this week in dieting news ... so ordered a dancing dvd to try and trick myself into getting more active.

Working on plotty issues for my [livejournal.com profile] reel_torchwood story based on the 1960 classic "The Apartment." AU Torchwood London Office Assignations. Oh yeah baby. TW meets Mad Men. HA.

Today's Moral -- Stay Warm and Dry!!!
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Sitting here eating my (alliterative) bagel in a bento box breakfast, reading a shockingly rare email from the invisible best friend. Surprise … he’s still crazy busy. What else is new, boyo. *rolls eyes in despair of him*

Amused myself as I was driving to work this morning with the setup for a story about Spencer Reid and Abby Sciutto meeting by chance at a restaurant in Georgetown specializing in molecular gastronomy. I called it gO2. You can’t tell me those two haven’t at least heard of each other professionally.

Feeling so much better today. The day after a lousy headache is always a happy day.

Watching near-hysterical Criminal Intent fans explode over the departure of D’Onofrio, Erbe, and Bogosian. It’s getting messy. And sticky, since they insist on beating all this marshmallow fluff nonsense to death. They can be as silly as they want I suppose. I just wish they’d get their facts straight.

Scene study and Improv Class may not happen this week. Director Cee’s knee injury is now going to require surgery. OUCH. She’s trying to reschedule a bit, so we’ll see what shakes out.

Off now to synopsize things. Oh joy.

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I do not know why, but the writing prompts over on [livejournal.com profile] staringout always end up making me think of Jack and Ianto. Case in point:

Today's Prompts:

+ "Love gets me into more trouble than hate ever could."

Immediately I start thinking of Ianto writing a diary entry.

Also in writing news I may have figured out -- as I was drifting off to sleep last night -- a way to frame the writing that I need to do in order to figure out some stuff about an idea I have for some original fiction. I don't have a plot yet, but I may have found a way to figure out how to find one. I wish I could be one of those people who can just start writing and tell a story. Me, I gotta write around the story for awhile...

It's like how I always gotta start everything with a collage, and let the pieces tell me the larger story. My brain must be a really interesting place!!

It's rainy and horrible here today. But no matter how icky I think that is, it's probably not nearly as icky as it is to the students who have been camped out in their pup tents for two days now outside the killer stadium so they can be first in line for the student seats.

I did not pack a lunch, so I will have to venture out to procure food. I also have a Michaels coupon burning a hole in my pocket. And a heat gun I need to get for class next week. Hmmm.....

Hitting the snooze alarm 75 times is somewhat counterproductive.

My cat still hates the bathmat. They have nightly wrestling matches. I do not understand this.

If I was a motivated person, I would spend the weekend carting my thousands of books out into the garage so that I can paint the room they are in.

Anyway... I suppose I should get back to work. Have emails to send.

Happy Friday!!




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I wish I remembered where I was recently that I once again read those most wise of words…

ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT.

Interestingly, the Universe will usually give it to you, in some form.

So after my little meltdown over the weekend, when I said I wanted people to do stuff with … out of the blue yesterday comes an email from one of the lovely ladies in the Improv class. She’s got two tickets to the tour of Avenue Q coming through our town, and her husband is not enthused about going, so she wonders if anyone wants to come with her.

After seeing a couple of emails from people that couldn’t make it for a variety of reasons, I threw my hat into the ring, and the ticket is now mine.

Don’t know overmuch about my companion – nor frankly the show – but I’m glad for the chance to get to know both better.

Anyone who Cosplays at Dragon-Con and has the sweetest pictures ever of James Marsters hanging over her shoulder has got to be good people!

The jury is still out on those ersatz muppets…

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Took yesterday off to rest up from last week's madness. Ended up sleeping almost all damn day. Clearly I needed the sleep... but I hate losing days like that.

Finding it hard to get focused here this morning. The problem with loose ends is deciding where to turn to next. Have work stuff that needs to get done ASAP.

Then there's all kinds of things I could/should be spending my time on... from re-doing my guest room (or doing since it's really the only room that hasn't really been touched since I moved in five year ago or whenever it was) ... to catching up on some scrapping -- those Europe and Me as a Baby Scrapbooks won't create themselves tha' knows ... to getting back to WRITING things. Feels like I've forgotten how I've been away from it so long ... to that pile of "to be read" books that's stacked up in the corner of my living room ... to... gosh knows what else.

On the immediate list is -- put gas in the car. I wonder if it's still raining out. That's the thing about working in a building with no windows.

And it's payday, so that's always nice.

OK, enough dithering... it's back to work I go...

Shax Attax

Sep. 25th, 2009 04:32 pm
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Am about to sneak off to spend my weekend shepherding actors around, making endless lists, carrying endless things, impersonating the Wicked Witch of the West (oddly satisfying that), and being a fully accredited (I made up the ID myself) OFFICIAL DOGSBODY for our Shakespeare fest this weekend.

Rehearsals all day tomorrow ... possible kiddie classes in the early evening (if anyone signed up), and then Shakespeare in the town park from noon 'til five on Sunday.

Try not to have too much fun without me ... I catch you as I can... Anon...

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