Oh yeah, and....
Aug. 2nd, 2011 04:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bluecastleEither last night or the night before last (I'm super sleepy at the moment and just don't remember) I was having one of my rare lovely dreams where I'm at a workplace, and there's a nice guy there, and there's a bit of flirting, and some mutual attraction, and more flirting, and then just about the point where we're declaring mutual like ... I wake up. I suppose because I don't know what that feels like, and my brain can't process those feelings, or something.
And then there is angst in my head for not being able to get/keep even a dream boyfriend. I vaguely recollect I got as far as the engagement ring once.
It's never the same fellow, but they're usually ordinary blokes who are kind and funny and have dark wavy hair. And usually an obsession about something ... music, books, whatever...
Oh, the inside of my head is trecherous. LOLsigh
Note to self. Pack a slicker and gum boots before venturing into psyche. :)
And then there is angst in my head for not being able to get/keep even a dream boyfriend. I vaguely recollect I got as far as the engagement ring once.
It's never the same fellow, but they're usually ordinary blokes who are kind and funny and have dark wavy hair. And usually an obsession about something ... music, books, whatever...
Oh, the inside of my head is trecherous. LOLsigh
Note to self. Pack a slicker and gum boots before venturing into psyche. :)
