stupid moods

[bluecastle]

What the hell people... who went and stole my good mood.Got to work more or less on time ... have a great parking space... the weather is not oppressive... I bought a poptart for breakfast ...

All good things. But then mid-morning my mood crashed, and the black thoughts are now flying around my brain like so many fruit bats (too much Primeval lately, maybe?) and I start feeling like no one wants to come out and play with me, that I am not enough, and not worthy and BLECH ----  ZAP goes my mood.

And I KNOW its false. I know this is not rational. The BFF emails me to remind me we're going out tonight "and then there will be waffles." So its not like all this is based on any ACTUAL thing. It's just my brain picking on me. I hate bullies.

So here I am with my metaphorical/metaphysical broom trying to chase the bats out of my bellfry.

I hate feeling like this. Dear Brain. BACK UP OFFA MY GOOD MOOD!!!! It's a three day weekend, and I'd rather not spend it like last weekend, curled up on the couch in my pj's all day and feeling like crap.

INDEPENDENCE DAY IN MAH BRAIN! I WANTS IT!

I now return you to your regularly scheduled programming. From the land of "This too shall pass..."

Comments

[alba17.livejournal.com]

Hope you feel better! ooh, new layout. I like it.

[valancy-joy.livejournal.com]

Much better today. Take one bad mood, apply three hours of theater, pancakes, a milkshake, and one gift shotglass from the bff bought at a place called The Gay Dolphin ... And things are generally brighter. Talked so much I am hoarse this morning.

(new layout is growing on me)

:D