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Mar. 2nd, 2012 09:59 amHi it's Friday.
Still sort of bad in my head. Like I know my life is fine, but I'm still in my head wailing about how everyone else has cool lives with great friends and I'm just a sad panda crying in the corner. And I want to be all NOBODY PUTS BABY PANDA IN THE CORNER and whatnot, but see, the upstairs neighbors are having a domestic in my head and that nonsense is just wearying.
le sigh.
Trying to hang in there. Have actual work to be doing, but it's hard to concentrate on web page design when there's yelling in yer brain. And I was just so tired yesterday. Nearly fell asleep at my desk, laid down when I got home for a 1/2 hour nap, and then went to bed right at 11pm. But was too tired to take the trash out or do anything actually productive. Mostly I just curled up in my armchair in front of the fire and watched Top Gear go camping in Cornwall.
Hoping to kick some ass in the organizational department this weekend, and get in some artycrafty time. I'm way behind on my scrapbook onna acount of not having any photo paper to print my photos. And I have so much paper waiting to be turned into cool books and cards and stuff. Have been really thinking about ways I can "schedule" regular artycrafty time into my weekends, so we'll see if I come up with any brainwaves.
Meanwhile... it's going to be a long day at the sad panda zoo.
♥
Still sort of bad in my head. Like I know my life is fine, but I'm still in my head wailing about how everyone else has cool lives with great friends and I'm just a sad panda crying in the corner. And I want to be all NOBODY PUTS BABY PANDA IN THE CORNER and whatnot, but see, the upstairs neighbors are having a domestic in my head and that nonsense is just wearying.
le sigh.
Trying to hang in there. Have actual work to be doing, but it's hard to concentrate on web page design when there's yelling in yer brain. And I was just so tired yesterday. Nearly fell asleep at my desk, laid down when I got home for a 1/2 hour nap, and then went to bed right at 11pm. But was too tired to take the trash out or do anything actually productive. Mostly I just curled up in my armchair in front of the fire and watched Top Gear go camping in Cornwall.
Hoping to kick some ass in the organizational department this weekend, and get in some artycrafty time. I'm way behind on my scrapbook onna acount of not having any photo paper to print my photos. And I have so much paper waiting to be turned into cool books and cards and stuff. Have been really thinking about ways I can "schedule" regular artycrafty time into my weekends, so we'll see if I come up with any brainwaves.
Meanwhile... it's going to be a long day at the sad panda zoo.
♥
